Growing up without a mom to guide you is somewhat awful. I was 16 when my mom decided I need to live with my grandmother (my father's aunt) so that I will have a better future ahead of me since she no longer take the responsibility. I have no choice because I am a good daughter. I hate not to be with my siblings because I know they need me instead of my mom. But what can I do? I am once an obeying daughter. Living in my grandmother is not quiet hard. My only task was to cooked breakfast for lola. Help her take her medicine and looked after her sugar intake. She also was the one who make my way to college. She took full responsibility for my studies. Gave me clothes to wear and a shelter. Though sometimes we don't talk much I know she cares for me and I loved her for that. When I found out my mom was dating someone. I pictured out our family. I felt that I shouldn't be here and that I should be with my brothers who needs me. I blamed myself for being a good daughter...
Life is not just cupcakes and rainbow.