"God doesn't give you the people you want, he gives you the people you need."

"God doesn't give you the people you want, he gives you the people you need."

Saw this one earlier at one of my friend's Facebook wall. I can't help but copy. 
Yes, God will not give us something that will not make us better in life. 
I still remember in the past that I used to question God's doing to me because of my sickness. 
I ask him why me of all people. Then, I think that maybe because of my sin in the past. 
Or the sins of my parents that is why I am the one doing this sickness for them. Thinking about it makes me feel a little better because I don't need to think of my wrongdoings. 

God simply give us the people we need in our life. 
We have a lot of wants which we all know will just pass us by. 
What we need are those essentials to our life. 
I believe that God gave me Ian for me to be in my life. Not just to give love and joy, as well as giving me all the support I need. 
I know I've been a pain to him and I can see that he is trying his best to make me live the same life I have when I was still not in pain. 
We argue and he understands my feelings too. Though sometimes I have doubts. 

For people with this kind of sickness, we are prone to negativity and depressions. 
All in one. And God knows, we can't be strong without the people who we need. 

I will say that God didn't allow me to suffer because he gave me the boyfriend who is very supportive, cares a lot for me and love me despite my negativity, mood swings, and attitude. 

I am thankful and truly grateful for the man I need the most to survive my daily battle.