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Goal

I wanted to be better, like I want to achieve and bring back myself again. I have been sick for almost a year now. Sad to boot, I lose weight 3 times and it frustrate me seeing my physical appearance ruined by being sick. 

 I also want to go back to work, at least naman may mapag kaabalahan ako while keep pushing myself to be better. When I say 'better' yung di ako mukhang masakitin though alam ko may sakit ako. 

 They said I need to be surrounded by positive people, eh pano nga wala ako nun dito. How will I be better daw? Well I told them nasa sa akin lang naman yan eh if how I will handle it. Basta lang laban ng laban lang ako. 

 It's been 8 days now when I started my goal in which I named it 'good vibes', meaning no hateful words, thoughts full blast of pure happiness lang. And I'm so thankful I am able to achieve it day by day of course by the help of my loyal 'bestfriend/my hero/boyfriend. He always remind me that I need to slow things down, be calm and be pretty. Oh diba? Please walang kokontra. 

 Also with the help of this blog and my diary I will be able to keep track of my feelings and happenings everyday. 

 As usual to end this post I will post my old photos. No ootd!

this one was taken last 2012, when I have no clue I will going to experience this sickness.. and How I really wanted to get this physical appearance come to life once again. 

To God be the glory. 


Bhem

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