Skip to main content

Jealousy

With all brave and confidence, I will tell you this.. I am jealous. I am jealous of her, of everything she have now.

Maybe all along I was thinking I was her. That I can do this and I can do whatever she is capable of. Sad to boot, I can never be like her. She has everything now while me, I'm stuck in this sickness that covered me for eternity and no too long will turned into ash someday. While she will live longer, happy of what she achieve.

I once thought that I'm ahead of her when it comes to experiences or getting what I want. It's true that the world is round, it can get you higher and will get you down. Life is also like that. Never think about it before.

I'm still lucky they say because I'm still alive, yup! I believe that. And she's lucky and fortunate too. She make her dreams come true. My question is? Am I going to make mine too?

Comments

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

Celebrating Good Life at 30..

It was my 30th Birthday yesterday. I am so thankful I got this far and I know I will 30 years from now. I have that faith in me.  So I celebrated my Birthday at home with my family of course. We shared good food,good drinks and good conversation as always. My father empress me by cooking my fave dishes. I was surprised by how they prepared me my birthday dinner. I am overwhelmed. I know that I am still their one and only PRINCESS. My brothers was there and some relatives as well. For me that was one of the special event in my life and I know more to come.  After dinner my mother and I bought some ice cream and jelly roll for dessert and for the nephews and nieces. They like ice cream so much. When I was a kid I am a slacker for ice cream and now that I'm adult I don't like eating too much ice cream anymore. You know the thought that ice cream are for kids not for adults anymore. Do you agree with that? I agree lol.  This time no cards and no flowers. I just remembe...
2 comments
Read more

robert pattinson and kirsten stewart ..

I really really love their tandem. They look good  together ... So these are for my eyes only .... /> and this is something ...
1 comment
Read more

THANK YOU...

Its been awhile since I haven't written anything here.  After taking time to open this blog, it reminds me that I need to fill up the space.  To start with. Actually I don't know where I should start.  Anyway, I didn't know how it happened. It just happened so fast like a lightning bolt.  There was me and there was him.  Do I need to say more? Such a wonderful year to start with my new life.  Having someone who can fill up the space in your heart is such a blessing. Who says that God wont hear our prayers? He answered mine.  My God didn't forsaken me after all what I've been through.  For all the troubles I have from the past it pays a lot if you're patient enough to pray.  For whatever reason answered my prayers, I will forever cherish.  Bhem08
Post a Comment
Read more