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Just to let you know. I am not a good writer. Yup! I write as part of my healing process and nope! I don't have a mental disorder or under depression. I am a HemoDialysis patient. I write because this is my passion, my addiction and my medicine. I write to bespeak my feelings and emotions in that way I have something to look after.

This blog is all about anything. It can be about love, hate, dreams, poems, happenings, reminders and experiences.

I started to blog, if I'm not wrong that was 2008 or 2009. I started it by writing my very first heartaches. A friend told me. I should write my pain in a journal and make it a habit. When one of my friends friend publish her personal blog. Right away I signed up and that's all started. I remember I cried while writing every bits and pieces of my so called 'heartaches. Then I laughed after because I find it very stupid and continued writing.

Now I am back for being a regular here in this spot. Last year I was busy sharing my thoughts in one of those paying site called Bubblews where I earned $300 I think. Since Bubblews sudden change of rates, I decided to go back here. Well I'm still a regular there but I seldom write because of the slow earning process. Would love to go for another writing sites and later I changed my mind. Too much priorities will make me go crazy.

If happen you read my blog please do understand that I'm not trying to be one of those good blogger around the world. I blog, I write because this is my own way of moving, healing and my passion. I am not making a living for it.

I hope you have a good one taking time to read this.

Bhem.. 

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