Time check is 1:06 AM in this side of the world and guess what? I'm still awake. Well I always sleep late and wake up late so this routine is never new to me. Since I can't sleep yet, I will post this entry first.
I was busy checking my Instagram and stalked people. I also updated my Facebook account. And while I was updating my twitter, Father caught me still awake and told me to sleep already. I told him I will in a minute. Then saw my 5th Brother from my Father's room. I waited for him to use the sofa where he used to sleep because he needs to wake up early to work. When I didn't see him sleeping in the sofa, I looked for him and found him sleeping to my 6th Brother's room. I remember we had a fight two days ago and I was so sad because of that. I prayed that everything will be back to normal where I can talk to him and ask him favor. And today, my prayers are answered. He talked to me already and he stays in the house. I am so thankful. I know I owe him a lot.
I love my Brothers. That's why I don't want to see them in a bad condition. Supposedly I owe them a big responsibility as the eldest. And it's too late for me to do that. I'm so sick and I am the one needed help. All I can guarantee them is my prayers everyday that in their daily lives fortunate events will come their way. I pray that whatever their dreams will come true. And I pray that even if I'm gone someone will still keep praying for them, for good health, and all.
I love them God knows I am.
And here's a very nice quote to end this post..
I was busy checking my Instagram and stalked people. I also updated my Facebook account. And while I was updating my twitter, Father caught me still awake and told me to sleep already. I told him I will in a minute. Then saw my 5th Brother from my Father's room. I waited for him to use the sofa where he used to sleep because he needs to wake up early to work. When I didn't see him sleeping in the sofa, I looked for him and found him sleeping to my 6th Brother's room. I remember we had a fight two days ago and I was so sad because of that. I prayed that everything will be back to normal where I can talk to him and ask him favor. And today, my prayers are answered. He talked to me already and he stays in the house. I am so thankful. I know I owe him a lot.
I love my Brothers. That's why I don't want to see them in a bad condition. Supposedly I owe them a big responsibility as the eldest. And it's too late for me to do that. I'm so sick and I am the one needed help. All I can guarantee them is my prayers everyday that in their daily lives fortunate events will come their way. I pray that whatever their dreams will come true. And I pray that even if I'm gone someone will still keep praying for them, for good health, and all.
I love them God knows I am.
And here's a very nice quote to end this post..
BHem
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