Anything But Ordinary

It's 2:54 in the morning and I'm here so awake watching videos of JT in Youtube. I just want to feel okay before slumbering. Okay. I think I feel the need to patch this space here and when was the the last time I posted some 'unwanted post' here? Anyway, we checked my lab result at the center and twas raining when I shouldn't be but since I want to know the result of my lab, we push hard enough to get through the rain. It should be worth it if I passed the lab result and just like we thought, I got low grade of 61 (I'm referring to my Hemoglobin count for this month) by the way.

I felt sad about it but I really dont have a slot for choices so that means I need to have another blood transfusions on monday. That would be two days from now. So, Ian (the boyfriend) planned to be the donor (for blood) and we will be early on monday for the screening and other things.

After all the plannings and talking, off we went to the city to buy meds (for my maintenance) and of course my obsessions, The Walking Dead Season 4, full episode. Since twas raining, supposedly we need to go back to our friends waiting for us along Obrero but I changed my bewildered mind and decided to go home.

Went home and find my brother watching movie (on dvd). While Ian asked me if he can go back to obrero for our friends, and I said okay but he need to promise me that he will go home not so late for he still have work tomorrow.

So here I am, writing this post for my blog. Nothing is very important here. Anyways. I kinda feel relieve at the moment writing this piece.

Till then.
This is Wicked Sick. Ciao.. vamos.

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