Two more nights and it's Basty's Birthday. Been planning to celebrate it sa balay lang kay kapoy mag pool or mag dagat. Will cook spaghetti or bihon with bread for kids in the neighborhood pero na change sya because of his father. So we decided na ilaag na lang namo sya ni Ian sa mall, mag jollibee and mag rides rides. For his happiness since di paman gyud niya ma feel ang essence sa iyahang Birthday kay mag 3 paman sya. Then na timingan pjud na session nako so I need to have plan B.
I just can't ignore this devil. His been with us since his father abondoned him and when his mother left him. Luoy na bata that is why I'm here to give all the love he can get from me since I don't have our own. I love this kid so much it hurts everytime mahuna-hunaan nako na mawala nako sa kalibutan kay mag unsa na lang ning bataa ni. I don't want him to suffer as what his father's been through. I want him to be educated and win every battle he will have. Ug unta naa ko when that time happens. Makahilak na lang lage ko pero life is like that man gyud. Time will come, earth will swallow me and time will forget me. Pero gusto nako mahiluna sya ug di sya magpa saya-saya sa iyahang kinabuhi.
Hays. Makahilak gyud ko. If only I have that button to undo everything in the past ako gyud e undo. Pero saon man kutob na lang tas paasa ani, faith and prayers. Bahalag hantud sa hantud ingun ani ko di lang ko kuhaon sa yuta. Pyts na kaayo sa akoa na.
Go back to Basty's Birthday. Well basin lutoan lang namo syag manok afritada, chicken curry, crispy chicken ug sinugba gamay. Na pansin niyo puro chicken? Haha.. Yup. Because naa mi manok gi alagaan for his Birthday. Sa una 12 kabuok. Karon 4 na lang. Hehe.. So it will be a chicken party..
But in the end, all that matters are the wishes for him. Wala paman syay ninong ug ninang na mohatag ug gift sa iyaha kami na lang sa ni Ian. Hehe. And I wish for him is to be strong, healthy, brave, smart and God fearing. Mao lang gyud na mga essentials sa kinabuhi. Apilan ug prayers para gamay na lang e push. Hehe.
I just can't ignore this devil. His been with us since his father abondoned him and when his mother left him. Luoy na bata that is why I'm here to give all the love he can get from me since I don't have our own. I love this kid so much it hurts everytime mahuna-hunaan nako na mawala nako sa kalibutan kay mag unsa na lang ning bataa ni. I don't want him to suffer as what his father's been through. I want him to be educated and win every battle he will have. Ug unta naa ko when that time happens. Makahilak na lang lage ko pero life is like that man gyud. Time will come, earth will swallow me and time will forget me. Pero gusto nako mahiluna sya ug di sya magpa saya-saya sa iyahang kinabuhi.
Hays. Makahilak gyud ko. If only I have that button to undo everything in the past ako gyud e undo. Pero saon man kutob na lang tas paasa ani, faith and prayers. Bahalag hantud sa hantud ingun ani ko di lang ko kuhaon sa yuta. Pyts na kaayo sa akoa na.
Go back to Basty's Birthday. Well basin lutoan lang namo syag manok afritada, chicken curry, crispy chicken ug sinugba gamay. Na pansin niyo puro chicken? Haha.. Yup. Because naa mi manok gi alagaan for his Birthday. Sa una 12 kabuok. Karon 4 na lang. Hehe.. So it will be a chicken party..
But in the end, all that matters are the wishes for him. Wala paman syay ninong ug ninang na mohatag ug gift sa iyaha kami na lang sa ni Ian. Hehe. And I wish for him is to be strong, healthy, brave, smart and God fearing. Mao lang gyud na mga essentials sa kinabuhi. Apilan ug prayers para gamay na lang e push. Hehe.
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