This too shall past..

Caught myself crying everyday. It's not like I'm having a nightmare, it's because I'm tired of this ongoing battle of when it will end, nobody knows.

I'm tired of seeing myself. From all the dark spot covered every parts of my body, down to my bulky tummy that no matter how I tried not to take water or any liquids, it's still big.

(and excuse me, not that big. )

I'm tired of seeing my own reflection when looking at the mirror. The boney sculpture of a living dead is all I see. On top of that, these thick veins that gave me shameful days.

Life for me is really hard. How I wish I can see things the way I've seen it before.

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Celebrating Good Life at 30..

It was my 30th Birthday yesterday. I am so thankful I got this far and I know I will 30 years from now. I have that faith in me. So I celebrated my Birthday at home with my family of course. We shared good food,good drinks and good conversation as always. My father empress me by cooking my fave dishes. I was surprised by how they prepared me my birthday dinner. I am overwhelmed. I know that I am still their one and only PRINCESS. My brothers was there and some relatives as well. For me that was one of the special event in my life and I know more to come. After dinner my mother and I bought some ice cream and jelly roll for dessert and for the nephews and nieces. They like ice cream so much. When I was a kid I am a slacker for ice cream and now that I'm adult I don't like eating too much ice cream anymore. You know the thought that ice cream are for kids not for adults anymore. Do you agree with that? I agree lol. This time no cards and no flowers. I just remembe...

robert pattinson and kirsten stewart ..

I really really love their tandem. They look good together ... So these are for my eyes only .... /> and this is something ...

THANK YOU...

Its been awhile since I haven't written anything here. After taking time to open this blog, it reminds me that I need to fill up the space. To start with. Actually I don't know where I should start. Anyway, I didn't know how it happened. It just happened so fast like a lightning bolt. There was me and there was him. Do I need to say more? Such a wonderful year to start with my new life. Having someone who can fill up the space in your heart is such a blessing. Who says that God wont hear our prayers? He answered mine. My God didn't forsaken me after all what I've been through. For all the troubles I have from the past it pays a lot if you're patient enough to pray. For whatever reason answered my prayers, I will forever cherish. Bhem08

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