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My Brothers

When I was young, I really wanted to have a sister. I had one but she died when I was 7 years old. Father bear also want's to have another daughter. When mother got pregnant again, father was happy, and when they found out it's a boy. Father said, let's try once again. Until, I have 5 brooding brothers.

When school is about to be my second home, I envied my little classmates for they have sisters who always fetched them. While me, I was given a task to look after my second brother. It was quiet normal for me though because through that I was able to do my given task a good remarks. Father was so pleased seeing me with my brother together.

High school is crucial. I still need to look after with my Brother though Father already gave up that responsibility to me, because I need to focus on my own and brother also need to stand on his feet. But I cannot bear the thought of giving up to my brother when I knew that he was already attached to me. I still look after him at school though.

Today, 3 of my Brothers are now have their own families. My second brother has 3 kids and incoming baby. While my third brother has two kids, with different mother, and my fourth brother is the troublesome and bad ass will have another baby. The fifth and the sixth are still studying.

What I want for them is to be a good Father to their children. Be a responsible head of the family.

How I wish I can see their kids with families too. 

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