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I am fallen clandestinely for a friend.

Do you know that kind of feeling when someone gave you chocolates on your birthday, when someone gave you flowers during valentines day.



What about that feeling when you see him there's a glow in your eyes and it sparks everytime he laughs at you. That kind of feeling when he's not around, you feel that the sky will start to rain as if the sky knows you're sad.



That kind of feeling when all the troubles of the day drowned you yet still you can't sleep because your thoughts are busy memorizing his face.



Feelings that you sometime felt your heart is about to explode because you can't take it anymore and you wish from all the constilation above the sky to make him feel what you feel for him.



Yup! I am fallen hard to this friend. He may not have all the perfection, but I adore him so much and God must be so kind to those who wait.




Yup! I am fallen hard to this friend. He may not have all the perfection, but I adore him so much and God must be so kind to those who wait..

Celebrating 63rd months of being together not just my super loyal bestfriend but also the best boyfriend a girl should have.

Happy monthsary to us..




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