Today's entry - April 21, 2017

I had my session earlier and it was successful. I sleep the entire 4 hours, well, of course, I had my dinner before going back to slumber. While I was sleeping, the boyfriend sat right next to me, watch me sleeping. He does that every time I have my treatment. Sometimes he sleeps too.

I am thankful enough to breathe freely because I'm able to achieve my goal. Though it is not yet done. I still need to do more of the process before I can say I'm through.

I only have one simple goal in life for this year, and that is to be able to work in the comfort of my own space. With the help of my ever supportive boyfriend, who gave me everything I want. Supported me in this new journey I will soon be facing. I am indeed grateful.

My goal for this year is to get a job. Have at least a decent job. A job where I don't need to go outside, pushing myself under the heat of the blazing sun. Where I don't need to sweat my armpit walking my way to work.

I am very delighted to share this journey here. Where I know no one bothers to read this. Except for those, I think who stalk me. Is there anyone? And that I'm not sure.

Okay, I need to stop here. I'm kinda sleepy. See you around.

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Overflowing

It must be great if I am, but I'm not. Now I believe I was born for this. Health is always been an issue to me since last year. I thought this year will give me luck, unfortunately it's still the same as last year. I mean I can easily get cough and flu, and the worst is, it will never get easily be treated. Like it will last a week or two. Also money issue. Of course it is. I should be happy because I can get help from my Fraternity but it's not enough. I mean if you sum it up it's not enough for my daily medications. And it doesn't mean I am not thankful. I am. Okay. One of my friend stop her assistant for me. It makes me sad because it helps a lot, and I do understand her. She also need to feed her family here. Now I don't know how to start. I'm thinking to go back to work. Maybe that's the last thing I need to do, to supply my needs and my treatment. For now I still need to get this bloated tummy away first before I hit the ran way.

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