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The Answers..

Been asking myself this.
Who am I living for? What is my sole purpose in life?

 I thought, I was living because of one certain person. And as the days keep passing by, I found the answer right in front of me.

I want to live  because I want to witness my nieces and nephews growing old. To witness their adulthood, if by chance, to witness their Family life. Whenever I see them, I felt so complete. Then plans starting to fill up my mind. I want them to be a better person. I want to guide them to their future their parents don't have. Through me, I want them to have a better future ahead of them. I think this is my calling God wants me to do since I didn't have the chance with my brothers.

Since I cannot bring back those chances I have wasted. This maybe the best purpose I must do. I already resolved what's the puzzle I've been fighting.

And as long as I'm breathing, if I can, I will help them organize their lives. A best gift I can give them while I'm still here and hopefully, they'll remember me. The good things I've done for them. 

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