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It's our 34Th Monthsary

I quote " One word frees us all weight and pain in Life, that word is LOVE." 

What a wonderful feeling it is to feel love and be loved in return. It such a blessing for me after all what I have been through.  I know this is not yet my happy ending but I know deep down inside me He is the one that I will love to get old with. Sound so awkward but its true and the hell I care. *wink*

October 04, 2012 > that's our 34Th Monthsary. Its memorable for me because this is the first time that we are able to celebrate it with his own penny. I really do have an ideal date kind of thing. Like dinner in a fancy Resto bar with a nice ambiance, reggae songs on top of the beat. That would be wonderful! 

But that's not what I thought its gonna be. We simply do our thing. Like going to a Mall, have dinner and watched movie. That's simple are we. Just like the old days when we were just friends. I laughed and smile remembering how our relationship grows. It's amazing and indeed a blessing to me. Because I have been to many places with someone before and at the end this guy who happen to be my very friend will be my lover. 

There's so much to talk about this guy. He is not that poetic but he always makes me laugh. He always makes me sad too. You know that kind of feelings. He is not perfect but with him my life is nothing but perfect. 

I maybe happy for now and I know along the way I will keep cussing once again on how my life sucks. That's life. Sometimes we need to cuss all the shitty feelings that we have in order for us to move on. 

I quote " True love doesn't have a happy ending, because true love never ends." 

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