Thoughts about having a Kidney Transplant

Yesterday, went to see my Nephro for my monthly check up. Waited for an hour, told the secretary about my session later. She said I was in number four. Okay fine. While waiting, I see a lot of patients (I guess because some of them wears a mask) and it looks like they are on the list as well.

Waited for several minutes then my name was called. I entered the room right away with Ian. It was cold inside the room and thank God I wear my stripe polo shirt. Then the Doctor approached me. One thing I really like about my nephro is that, she's very nice and kind. She asked me if I'm okay and how I feel. Told her I'm okay and I will have my session later. She took my blood pressure. Looks like it's okay because she didn't give me meds for my blood pressure.

So the wally begins. She asked us if I'm willing to have a Kidney Transplant. There she goes again. She told us that the head of the center will facillitate our operation as along as we have a good and healthy donor. I was surprise. Caught myself thinking about my brothers and the what if's. I really like to have a kidney transplant but I'm so afraid for my brothers, their too young and vulnerable to any kind of activities. And I really don't know if they want to. I love them so much that is why I'm having a second thought about kindey transplant. Also we don't have money. I don't have work. If my kidney tranplant will be a success, I don't think I can handle all the meds for my maintenance. Hays.

If only we have all the money, why not. I really want to live long. I want to see my Basty grow and my nieces. I want to see the beautiful world longer. I want to be okay again. Live life and Love life.

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