The Notebook is LOVE.. ♡♡♡

2:46 AM and I'm still wide awake. I cannot let this moment pass me by without sharing this here. I was moved again and again with this movie and I cannot help not to cry for a thousand time. Like I watched it 3 years ago when I was still in a good condition and finally I was able to watch it again earlier.

I really can't help it. I really like watching it over and over. Like gazillion of thousand times. Okay. Sorry. Did I mentioned it already? Hahaha. Overwhelmed by the story.

I hope I can read the other half of Noah and Allies story. When Allie decided to stay with Noah for eternity. I wanna know how their lives moving winning each other. How they finally have kids of their own and how Allie got sick. One time I saw a clip of the movie but it was cut in the movie. And I tried to search for another cut version of the movie but I cannot find another. Sigh.

The movie somehow inspired me to write and moved on with my life. Because I know that someday, if the person whom you love the most will surely come back to you no matter what. Only if that love was real. I know that I cannot change the past and I made a lot of choice but I'm thankful because I found the one, who beyond words is more wonderful than my first love. I found my destiny, my soul mate and my life.

I still remember my first love but that just it. We have good and bad memories together that I will be forever cherrished and that's all about it. Nothing more. It just memories.

We will find our one true love if we found that sudden fire that will hit your heart. If that love is for you, stronger that what you expect. Go! Fight for it. Love is worth fighting for.

Forever grateful.
Love Bhem xoxo ♡♡♡

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