JustBhem

Had a dream last night. I was with my old flame and his bestfriend. It's kinda odd because I was to be honest thought about him but it was unintentioned. In my dream, we are going to watch movie but we stayed in  his bestfriend's house. Oh by the way, his bestfriend is a girl. We stayed there and had some lunch. But the house is freaky though. It was covered by water. The house is too dark. Looks like its not a house. After having lunch. We went to a movie house but we ned to pass in the back door in order for us to get in. I really don't understand. The movie house looks like a market with lots of blood in the floor. I was afraid to come in but my old flame assured me that I will be okay. In my dream, the bestfriend is not saying anything. She just smiled and look at me like I'm not welcome or something. Weird dream it is. As of the moment I am still thinking about it. I don't know what's the meaning of it. Hopefully its good. ♡♡♡ xoxo Bhem 

2:46 AM and I'm still wide awake. I cannot let this moment pass me by without sharing this here. I was moved again and again with this movie and I cannot help not to cry for a thousand time. Like I watched it 3 years ago when I was still in a good condition and finally I was able to watch it again earlier. I really can't help it. I really like watching it over and over. Like gazillion of thousand times. Okay. Sorry. Did I mentioned it already? Hahaha. Overwhelmed by the story. I hope I can read the other half of Noah and Allies story. When Allie decided to stay with Noah for eternity. I wanna know how their lives moving winning each other. How they finally have kids of their own and how Allie got sick. One time I saw a clip of the movie but it was cut in the movie. And I tried to search for another cut version of the movie but I cannot find another. Sigh. The movie somehow inspired me to write and moved on with my life. Because I know that someday, if the person whom you...

Mr. Sun is not feeling well today and looks like Miss Rain will fill up the spot later. I was watching this old movie earlier - 500 Days of Summer when the electricity went out. Another 3 hours of darkness that's for sure. Hays. We've been having this rotational black out everyday and it sucks you know. But we don't have a choice because we don't have a choice. While waiting for the electricity to work, me and my cousins stayed outside our house. Chatting about anything. Tried to use my mobile data and it's not working. It's very slow so I decided not to use it. This is not fair. Having always this kind of trouble when we don't know what the heck is happening in Davao Light Power company. They announced it on their Facebook page that we only going to experience 3 days of rotational black out but it's not what it is. And it's very annoying, you know. It would be a waste of time and money for those people working at home. And what worst is, we are...

Here's my entry for my Valentine chaos. Well,  same thing happened every year when celebrating the so called 'hearts day'. Went out to have dinner. No flowers or chocolate, the usual. Go for a walk in the mall and went to the public park in the city. Then bought dvd's for our movie marathon. That simple. No extravagant details about that day. I felt so very lucky because despite of my well being now, I still have the kindest man on earth. That means I am so special. To tell you with my past relationship. I was spoiled by them. I want what I want from them. So every valentines day I have flowers and chocolates and a tremendous dinner date in one of the high cost restaurant in the city. But when I dated my boyfriend/husband a long time ago. I discover that being simple is the best way to celebrate love. Simpleness is the essence to a very long relationship equipped with understanding and harmony. I am so blessed to have a boyfriend like Ian. He was my answere...

Earlier today I was thinking of having a new home for my blog. And when I was trying to create new account. I stop myself for awhile and read all of my post from my first blog. To count, I have a hundred and plus blog post already. From the moment I wrote my first until this year. The reason I have a blog is for me to write all my pains and memories of my life in case I need to look back and learn from them. Then I realized that I should have one home for my blog. Because it's been there for 19 years. Then I deleted what I started and write this as my entry. So will have this blog forever. My decision is fix! ♡♡♡ Bhem   

Yesterday, went to see my Nephro for my monthly check up. Waited for an hour, told the secretary about my session later. She said I was in number four. Okay fine. While waiting, I see a lot of patients (I guess because some of them wears a mask) and it looks like they are on the list as well. Waited for several minutes then my name was called. I entered the room right away with Ian. It was cold inside the room and thank God I wear my stripe polo shirt. Then the Doctor approached me. One thing I really like about my nephro is that, she's very nice and kind. She asked me if I'm okay and how I feel. Told her I'm okay and I will have my session later. She took my blood pressure. Looks like it's okay because she didn't give me meds for my blood pressure. So the wally begins. She asked us if I'm willing to have a Kidney Transplant. There she goes again. She told us that the head of the center will facillitate our operation as along as we have a good and healthy d...