July 15,2015 - Update

It took me less than a month of not being here. And in this moment, I felt the need to update the whatsoever kind of battle I have since I brought this blog to life.

Others may find it not so informative because I am a trying hard blogger. And who cares? If I am a trying-hard-blogger! I live for myself, and for pleasuring myself. Okay. Stop..

What else am I going to write here? Well, for the last 3 months, I had a successful treatment. There is a little problem about my blood pressure in which I can keep up. It just a matter of taking all those prescribed medicines I have.

I celebrated my 32nd Birthday with Family in the beach. Of course with the help of my relatives for their donations or whatever you call it. And in that simple gathering, I am so grateful.

What else? Hmm. My cousin who I thought will be working in Japan came back. They only have a visiting visa thats why.

My Brother who still on drugs and with his slut girlfriend is still out of control and still chooses to live here. The nerve!

Got reunited with my other brother's ex-girlfriend. She brought their daughter here today and I am so happy. The last time I saw her she was just 8 months old.

My mother is still working for herself. Sometimes she buy us food for dinner and never gave us money to buy food for breakfast. I thanked the boyfriend for giving me my daily allowance though.

I guess that's the only update I can post here. WHoever read this. Please understand, I AM NOT A PRO..

To end this post.
Here's my selfie from my Birthday..

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