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I feel like writing but I don't know where to start. Do I need to start on how my weeks goes by? Or do I need to write something about today? urgh! Well, I better start writing about today instead.

 It's gloomy Monday. And I feel like useless. I have been away from work for almost a week now because of my sickness. I miss work already but my body won't cooperate. I know it's all in the mind and what can I do about it? If stress are too much to handle. Yeah! You're right! I'm so stress these past few weeks. You wanna know why? Don't worry I won't be talking about love anymore. You'll see. 

 It all started last last week. I was aiming for a good sale for November. I know I tried so hard. And the harder I keep on working the harder I was falling. I end up getting one sale in a day and 20 calls.
It's so freakin' frustrate me. So much that my head is aching. I tried different ways to at least have a 3 deals in a day.
And I end up losing all those strategy. I need to cope up I said to myself. 

 Then came the distressing part. I skipped work. All what I have been aiming for is run low. Puff! It's gone. 
=(  My seek for a Perfect attendance ruined by this freaking sickness. It destroys everything what I have planned. Now, I don't know where to pick up those pieces. Hopefully by tomorrow I will be better and not bitter. 



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