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You LEARNED.

Some people say that life is unfair, but then we choose to live the life we want. 


I've been into a lot of troubles, maybe since the moment my parents gave birth to me. All I ever knew was, everything will be easy as counting the numbers from 1 to 10 or as easy as memorizing the ABC's.

I thought everything would be easy as I grew up. I've learned so many things in life, like I learned to compete with everyone, I learned to communicate and make friends with anybody. And the most bravest part of growing old is, learning how to LOVE. 

I love because I want to experience how to be loved in return. And it was awesome learning though. Then came the word HATE. Hate helps me forget how to love. Yes. I was in pain after knowing that love can hurt me pretty bad that I almost lost my life. 

Its been so long that I never encountered the feeling. Though I knew that someone can love me or someone out there is waiting for me. I learn to get away and moved on. Those experiences taught me a lot. That even those who loves you can hurt you. And in order for me to moved on, I need to let go of anger and hatred. 

Maybe that operation gave me my freedom to let go of everything and start anew. I will live my life the way I wanted. Love can wait. 



Bhem08






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