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A Letter To the One that God has Prepared For Me

I am wondering at this very minute if you are
> > thinking of me, if like me, you are wondering what is
> > taking us so long to find each other. Many times I
> > thought I finally found you only to be disillusioned
> > by the fact that my wait has not yet ended. I get up
> > each morning hoping, dreaming, longing to meet you.
> > I am thinking of how we will meet, would it be as
> > romantic as the ones I have seen in movies? Or is it
> > possible that I have known you all my life but we have
> > yet to realize that we are meant for each other? Oh
> > how I wish you were here right now because you are the
> > only one who has the answers to all my questions.
> > Sometimes I ask myself if I have ever really known
> > "love". I do not have the answer to that question
> > either but I believe that, more often than not, we
> > will never really know what love is until we find that
> > right person…. and since I have not found you yet,
> > then maybe I do not really know what love is! You just
> > don’t know how often I dream of finally knowing what
> > it feels like to be in your arms. Even at this very
> > moment I am imagining how you will simply sweep me off
> > my feet! Perhaps I would be drawn to you by your
> > smile, or your eyes, or maybe even how you manage to
> > make me laugh by your silly little ways! I don’t
> > really know for sure but I am praying that God will
> > help me recognize you when the right time comes. I
> > think of all the pain that I have gone through in the
> > past and of how much I have cried since the day I
> > began my search. I just wanted you to know that I find
> > my strength in clinging onto my vision of the
> > beautiful life ahead of me — the life I shall spend
> > with you. In my mind and in my heart I know that you
> > are worth all that pain and sacrifice.
> > After all, the tears have become a part of my life
> > and I believe that they are slowly washing away my
> > flaws so that I would become perfect, not perfect in
> > its truest sense, but perfect — for YOU! I wonder
> > if you’ve gone through so much pain as well. I wonder
> > if you’ve been hurt so many times along the journey.
> > But my dearest one, please don’t ever give up because
> > I am right here… patiently waiting for you! I assure
> > you that when we finally find each other I would
> > slowly heal those wounds by my love.
> > At night, I would look out my window and stare at the
> > beautiful sky, hoping that somehow you are also
> > looking up and wondering about me. I utter a silent
> > prayer and send all my cries to the heavens above
> > thinking that in time they would reach you. And when
> > I feel impatient, I just close my eyes and believe
> > that you are on your way and that you are longing to see
> > me as well. It is funny but when I finally fall asleep,
> > it is still you that I think of, for you are always
> > in my dreams. It seems that, for now, that is the only
> > place where I can hold on to you, long enough to
> > tell you how much I love you. In my dreams you would kiss
> > away my fears and wrap me with your arms of love.
> > And this, all the more, makes me want to wake up and
> > face the new day ahead with the hope that soon enough,
> > you will no longer be a dream but a reality and once
> > again I am assured that you are worth the wait. And when
> > that time comes, everything will fall into its
> > place, just as I had imagined, just as I had thought and
> > dreamed, just as I had believed it would be! By
> > then, I would simply look back and smile at all that I
> > have gone through, in spite of the pain and amidst the
> > simple joys of life — and I would be very thankful
> > because they all led me to you!
> > In the meantime, take care of yourself for me. Hold
> > on to our dream and don’t even think of letting go.
> > Believe in your heart that we will find each other
> > no matter what happens. God has planned the course and
> > it is up to us to follow the directions. Don’t worry,
> > don’t be afraid about getting lost, God saw to it
> > that all the roads, no matter which one you choose to
> > follow, lead to me

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