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No Other Daughter

First time ko makakita ug No Other Woman earlier today. Well, just so you know, I don't like watching Tagalog movies. Di kay wala ko gatang kilik sa mga Filipino movies it's just that I find it very OA.

So, me and my mother watched it on primetime this morning. At first, I was so hesitant to watch it because of the main characters but since wala may lain salida na pugos ko'g watch. Di ko namalayan akong mudra focus na kaayo sa salida kay di gyud sya padistorbo, diay kay naka relate sya. Aw. Hahaha.

Why the husband cheat? I asked myself. Nakita nko sa movie na, aside sa pakikialam sa parents sa wife, boring pud ang wife. Isa siguro pud sa mga factor. Then if ang involve na girl kay homyghad ka gwapa ug sexy, plus rich pa gyud. Mabuang gyud imohang hubby sa iyaha.

In my parents situation, both have the same issues. Father's issues are; sugal and his long term other woman. Mother's issues are; selos, making stories, tamad, not a wife figure or a mother,  nagger and the worst is, naa syay anak sa lain.  Kinsay ganahan ana na husband kung ingun ana ka way ayo ang wife. Sorry. But that's the truth.

As I remember, my mom nags all the time. Kung di maka uli akong papa from work ug sayo. She gets jealous if Father will bought me new things, like shoes, clothes and bags. Like she want's to come with us and demand something. Also I noticed they fought about money matters. Father, as I remember di siya dalo. He gave us our needs then our wants. Unlike our mom, she want's everything to be easy. That is why si Father nagkuha ug katabang before.

Also I don't remember mom buy me what I need that is why I always ask from my father, kay wala gyud sya daghan storya. As long as makita niya na ginagamit nako. Sometimes I felt that I don't like by my mother kay pirmi lang ako makita niya kasab-an. I'm a good daughter before kay ug kasab-an ko mohilak ra man ko tas mag kulong sa akong room.

Katong nagkasakit ko. I was happy kay naa akong Papa ug Mama sa akong kiliran. Wala gyud ko biyae sakong papa ug didto nako makita kung unsa ko ka pangga sa akong papa. Nag iisang babae kasi. Hehe. Naluoy pud kos akong papa kay wala pa sya work busa ako pud nuon mismo naningkamot na maka kwarta apil akong ever loved na uyab. I know the situation, pero naglagot lang kos akong inahan that time kay gikuhaan kog kwarta without our knowing. Pero chox na lang kay anak raman ta.

When I started to be okay. Didto na nako na realized na lahi gyud diay ug batasan akong inahan. She's selfish and insensitive. Like, sarili lang niya iya gi huna2. Naluoy kos akong mga igsuon kay ni isa sa ilaha wala ka graduate ug sayo nag minyo ug nakaranas ug ka pit-os sa kinabuhi. And I blame my mother for that kay ug wala lang sya nanguwag atong tungora siguro naa nay pulis sa amoa mag igsuon or naka abroad.

And every time mag away mi, iyaha gyud gina storya na wala kuno koy natabang sa ilaha. HoMyghad.. Bakak pa more. Hays. Dapat kay ako lang iyahang anak na babae dapat close mi, dba? Pero we're not. Best of enemy mi karon kay selos gihapon ang nagpuno sa iyang dughan.

Gaina nag hilak-hilak kay siguro naka relate sya pag-ayo sa salida. Pero, kay sya man ang nagpalayas di mag dusa sya for the rest of her life. Hays.. Dapat huna-hunaon niya na kay mupanaw nako puhon di damhon, dapat dili niya sarili ang iyahang huna-hunaon dapat ang welfare sa iyang anak na masakiton. Pero she still keep insisting sya ang tama ug api which is not. Siya ang hawud kaayo. She wants us to follow her kay iyaha kunong balay. Hays. When paman ni sya mag usab? Maybe kung wala nako. Mao bitaw naka ana ko nga ug mawala kos kalibutanI dont want her in my wake crying and mag sulti-sulti ug mga walay hinundan. I want to have my father sa akong wake instead. Kay siya raman gud kasabot sa akoa.

Niya ang ending kay nag black out. Haha. Atay lage. Sayang ang hilak hilak sa akong mudra naputol. Haha.





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