JustBhem

As much as possible, I really don't like to share. I don't want to open my book to people. But life is wonderful for me, I will take it back. I will share everything that is good to share. I'm 32 now and been battling life ever since. I was diagnosed that I have a Chronic Kidney Disease which is apparently in the end stage. So the only other way to lengthened my life is through Dialysis. Yup. For almost 3 years now I'm into Dialysis. As far, it's never been better. How does it feel? Well, it's painful at first and after it will make me feel its either dizzy, weak and sometimes a little bit better. Other may find it very hard for us but we take it as a challenge. Every day we combat ourselves with prayers and love from the people who cares a lot for us. We take strenght from our loved ones who continually giving us more understanding and patience. That what make us want to live more. Seeing them fighting for us is life for us ahead. While other find us ...

12 more days to go and it's Christmas and I think everyone in our village is excited because it means a lot for those people who will get reunited and be together during that one celebration. Of course I'm also excited. I do have plans stuffed in my head for Christmas. Like cook food with all of favorite dishes in our table, be with my Family,  gifts to give to my nieces and nephews, get together with my friends, spending time with Ian and most importantly offer grateness and thankfulness to our mighty savior. For me Christmas is something to cherish every year, time for making up and enjoy and plan the year ahead. Of course Christmas is LOVE. My wished for this coming Christmas is good health, fighting chance, love and more years to live. May we all have a Merry Christmas! 

All I want for Christmas is a donor and a sponsor for my Kidney Transplant. What the heck! Ka garbo sa akong Christmas wish. Well, who wants to be better? Of course I want! Bisan pang imposible. This month marks my second year of being a Dialysis Patient and I'm thankful for that because I was able to surpassed those days. Now I'm counting for another days, months and years to come surviving this sickness. Unta maka get over nako aning punga ug kaluya. Kapoy pud biya na pirmi na lang ko ingun ani though keri paman nako pero gusto gyud ko di ko pungahon. Christmas is coming. Pila na lang ka days. Simbang gabi napud ug Noche Buena. Next kay New year napud. I'm expecting present and wishes from friends. Unta naa koy makuha regalo. You know that feeling when someone give you present and ganahan kaayo ka sa imong nadawat. Kalipay gyud sa heart. Hehe.. Now I'm checking my list for food this Christmas. Unta ubay2 pud ang ma cook. Wala raba akong Father. Hays.. Unta no...

First time ko makakita ug No Other Woman earlier today. Well, just so you know, I don't like watching Tagalog movies. Di kay wala ko gatang kilik sa mga Filipino movies it's just that I find it very OA. So, me and my mother watched it on primetime this morning. At first, I was so hesitant to watch it because of the main characters but since wala may lain salida na pugos ko'g watch. Di ko namalayan akong mudra focus na kaayo sa salida kay di gyud sya padistorbo, diay kay naka relate sya. Aw. Hahaha. Why the husband cheat? I asked myself. Nakita nko sa movie na, aside sa pakikialam sa parents sa wife, boring pud ang wife. Isa siguro pud sa mga factor. Then if ang involve na girl kay homyghad ka gwapa ug sexy, plus rich pa gyud. Mabuang gyud imohang hubby sa iyaha. In my parents situation, both have the same issues. Father's issues are; sugal and his long term other woman. Mother's issues are; selos, making stories, tamad, not a wife figure or a mother,  nagger ...