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Mother's Day.

Mother's Day.

When was the last time I greeted my mom a Happy Mother's day? I think that was a long time ago.  Okay. I am not bitter about celebrating that but I don't give a dime to what is the real essence of that affair. And would love to greet those moms who touched most of their daughters life, and I was not given that kind of opportunity. You may call it sadness for me and I don't even care.

So a friend asked me a favor about sending her mom a flowers and a cake. How thoughtful for a daughter to give such sweetness to her mom. And to all honesty, I envy her coz for God sake, she was nurtured very well by her mom and look! She is now a professional engineering working abroad having a god damn bonuses for her job well done while I was only given a small amount of her salary as a help for my lifetime treatment. Disgusting I know, right?

Okay. I should still be thankful I have a mother who regularly giving me more sarcastic review of what karma is all about and not giving me any peace at all. Bravo! She is such a good mother indeed and not for me. Sorry, I should honor her because she still my mother. But why is she like that?! Is it because she don't give a damn too? Well that makes us even.

Anyway, Happy mother's day to all mothers out there who are enjoying their lives loving and caring for their children. Who takes risk to give their children a good life so that they can do the same thing with their kids. To all mothers who nurtured their children until they become a mother as well. I salute all of you. To my mother friends take good care of your children so that they may not be like me.

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