JustBhem

Like almost every relationship. There's no guarantee that you will have your forever with someone. In every relationship, misunderstanding and hardships are part of it. It's either you have to survive it, take control of it or just let it go. I've been through a lot of relationship. There was a time that I almost break someone's relationship because of my selfishness. I tried having two relationship at a time. I was happy while someone is aching. I also tried to have a relationship with a married guy. And every time I remeber those bad moments of my life. It will only disgust me. When I finally got hold of my thoughts and have my heart talk to my mind. I decided to live my life of being a simple single girl having a fabulous job. I lure myself to the positive way of living a life without someone to think of, to bothered about or rather to love. Well at first it was easy, work-sleep-eat and eat-sleep-work. Until one time I woke up very empty. I felt the need to have

Mother's Day. When was the last time I greeted my mom a Happy Mother's day? I think that was a long time ago.  Okay. I am not bitter about celebrating that but I don't give a dime to what is the real essence of that affair. And would love to greet those moms who touched most of their daughters life, and I was not given that kind of opportunity. You may call it sadness for me and I don't even care. So a friend asked me a favor about sending her mom a flowers and a cake. How thoughtful for a daughter to give such sweetness to her mom. And to all honesty, I envy her coz for God sake, she was nurtured very well by her mom and look! She is now a professional engineering working abroad having a god damn bonuses for her job well done while I was only given a small amount of her salary as a help for my lifetime treatment. Disgusting I know, right? Okay. I should still be thankful I have a mother who regularly giving me more sarcastic review of what karma is all about and