JustBhem

If we love someone there is no time or days you don't want to miss. It's like everytime you are together there is a connection between you and the stars above. If you're happy, the sun smiles at you with joy. I felt that everytime me and Ian are together, I bet you know that tingling sensations. Anyway, not to spoil you. I will give you The 10 Signs Someone is inLove with You. 1. They compromise : Whatever you want to do they don't care anymore. They will simply give it to your liking. No questions ask. 2. They introduce you to their family : This is not basic. When Ian introduced me to his Family, I felt I am one lucky girl. 3. They fart in front of you. : I get this all the time and I'm immune to the stinking smell of it. lol 4. They kiss you when you’re sick. : Who wants to be sick anyway? But when I got sick, I get a lot of kisses from Ian. =) 5. They come out of the closet for you. : Boys will not be boys if they will tell you lies. But if...

So Ian got his new toy, a Yamaha Mio, it's a scooter and it run faster. I can sense his happy with his new toy. The third time I saw him so very happy. At first I'm not favor coz' I know how risky it is for having one. But how on earth I will ruin his plans if that what makes him happy? Of course I'm here to support him through out the way. He let me back ride with him, the first time for a long time I have to hug him at the back. We laughed hard because from time to time we will do that. To be honest I'm comfortable with it. And since he is always there for me when I need him, I will do the same thing. I will support him whatever he want's to achieve in his life since I'm always part of it. No doubt. And here's a peek of his new toy.

Since phone is updated. I felt like I am liable to write in this side of the world. As I mentioned before I leave this portion of my life in a comatose state because I am busy with other career path.  I have so much to give in here. Like how my life was change after drowning to the sickness that will end my life any moment. Okay. I'm trying to be real here and optimistic about it.  In any way I opt to live my life the way it was and sometimes I cannot help myself not to be affected by a sudden flow of emotions. I cried sometimes and will feel a lot better.  How I cope up? I cope up by writing my thoughts everyday. Whether it's sad or good experiences, postive or negative. It really did help a lot. And receiving good comments from different people gives joy and laughter to me which add to make me better. Simple things really matters at all.  We I guess will be spending more time here. And will write more as I'm liable now to write here.  Till then.....

They are so inlove. There are no times of sadness. Everyday is like forever for both of them. They don't know time. Young hearts full of love. She was a hoyden, and he was somewhat a comeuppance. They don't have a single thing in common. But they fell inlove. One day the other needs to fulfill what needs to be done. They need to be separated to fulfill each dreams. Promises were made, a lifetime curse. Long distance seemed not to work. Missing each moment is like a poltergeist that keeps haunting them. No letters. No  phone calles. No time for each other. Excuses are made. Until one time, one needs to forget everything. The other one resisted. Willing to fight for what was started. Tears are falling. Dreams shattered. And love was broken.

I apologize for leaving this blog in a comatose state. It's almost a year since I'm back, and if not for Bubblews who's making me wait for 60 days I would not have remembered the existence of this leisure lounge.  All of a sudden I'm feeling the size of the void left by nearly a year of blogging. As I mentioned in my last blog, I was so busy with other things. Or I should say I am busy making money by writing. Oh Yeah! I am so proud that I am a writer in the other world where in fact I'm only a trying hard writer. Please no violent reaction this time.  It would be so easy for me to write here if my laptop is here and unfortunately my baby needs to be fix. So I am making myself comfortable here in some peso peso internet.  I promised you that I will tell you more about my crucial life. Well here is my Big Big Surprise! I'm into Hemodialysis for 11 months now and been into treatment for twice a week that makes me weak and tired after the treatment. What wo...