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Sunday : Sept 30, 2012, 1:36 AM and I'm still quite awake. Just got off from a gig and I'm tired but don't wan't to pull myself over to sleep. 

 I am happy. Yes! I can only say this because I am in the verge of being happy at the moment. The reason is, of course I have someone who never let me go despite of my difficulties. Yeah! I just said that I am happy now. 

 Though I can say that I am happy. I know that one day I'll be posting again some of my sadness. That's life Ups and Downs. Thinking of the past somehow let me realized that those were lesson that need to keep remembering. And those memories are worth it and priceless. I still have the ghost of the past and it still hunting me. I know that someday I may able to face it and deal with it someday. 

 One thing that makes me Happy is seeing my Family survived after all the break down. I so love them that it hurts me seeing them still fighting through the rough of life. I know that with those hopes and dreams I have I will make them win the battle. I just need more time to figured it out how to make those dreams come true. I may not have a perfect Family and with them they complete me. 

 Beyond these happiness I am feeling right now there's also sadness. I know that with God's undying graces and love I will be safe. I will make those problems I have puff along the way. 

 Never surrender. Never regret every circumstances you have failed because one day and in the end of your way you will find light. You will find answers that we've been looking for. 

 So, stay Happy and be proud of what you have, who you are with. Because Life is just a matter of all the breathe we take, cherish everything and love everyone who walks your way.

 - Bhem - 
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