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My Precious..

As anyone else in this world none of us wants to die young and unaccomplished.
Unless if you want to be just like Bella Swan. In order for you to live more
you should have a vampire and a very rich boyfriend for you to turn into one of them.
sound creepy but for me I'd like to try that and live longer..

I know that someday my time will be over. My candle may not be lit anymore.
I may not able to build my own family and see my brothers and their wives, or even
their children. I almost get carried away with the thought of losing myself. I cried for sometimes.
And when I see my mother and father living together, it gives me hope to strive for long life.
I know its all up to me to neglect all those bad things and and bad habits just to make my life more
meaningfull.

For the last 28 years of my existence. I considered those years as one of my achievement.
You wanna know why? That because I'm to live this long and I'm thankful for that. I'm able
to see love and experienced it once again. To see all the beauty of the world. To be appreciated,finding
new friends along the way, seeing my cute nieces. Being alive is overwhelming, a gift from above.
Its should not be squander. It should be delighted and nurture. Oh I just love my life. You will never
gonna say that once your lifeless.

Another year has passed and hey! I'm still taking advantage of the life I have.
I know God still a lot to offer in store for me. As I keep saying AJAH for LIFE!

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