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New Year ...

2010 is not so good to me.. not until I have him in my Life.
I thought I may never be able to see life the way it should be.
Then he came into my life without notice.
Or maybe I already expected it to happen.

Some say that he doesn't have the "It" compared to the first one. And I
said who cares anyway? does it matter? why not giving him a chance to
prove he is worth it to be given a chance to occupy my heart.
Others says that he will give me heartaches and pain same as
the first one. Then I said, then be it .. only then I can feel that I am human after all.

For the past months of enjoying myself with the joy of being with somebody.
I found my self stuck and I feel like theres no way for me to get Him
out of my Life. Well, I can say maybe just for now.. teehee .. I dont know, we never
can tell, right? I mean, theres no period for this. As long as Im enjoying the fun
of being with Him, hurting of being so sensitive and impatient. I can say that this
is the only Happiness I can give my Life for now.

This year 2011, Im so looking forward for another pages of my Life with Him.
I know that another glass will not be empty anymore for we will be filling it up
with Joy, Laughter , sadness and Happiness.. What else can you add for my
glass of water? ... hmm.. friends who keep reminding me that everyday is
a good day, family? yes! for being there with me although sometimes they dont
understand me.. relatives and cousins who cares a lot for me unlike my own
brother.. teehee.. peace for my brother though ... who else? enemy? do
I have one? ... hmmm ... for those people who hurt me .. A zillion thanks ..
and for those people I aggravated and I did hurt - Im so sorry .. I dont know
what are the means for me to compensate those things I did. For my job?
hmmm.. I am so Happy for being a part of this Company and I so love my job..
teeheee ... =)

For God, thanks to you Big time! I owe my Life to You. I know You still have something for my
sleaves on the near future. And Im still counting my days with the people I work with, I love with.

And For the one I love so dear.. Thanks for understanding, thanks for being there with me.
Thanks for the Laughs and for the crying time. I could not ask for more but stay being cool
with me .. You know how much I love you..

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