Why is it that in looking for a perfect partner is so hard to find?

All my life I never been this frustrated and determined to find another man that could live with me forever, that could love me like how I wanted to be loved. I had one before but sad to say it did not last and I am thankful because the love that we had thought me a lot of lessons and so heartaches and pains.

They say too much is too much, live your life as if nothing happened and think about it as a nightmare.
As if I can and as if could but I need to move on.

Well, in searching for a perfect man is too complicated this time.
I mean I never thought that this would lead me finding that perfect guy.
Which is now a days is so complicated.

So I created a list of guys that I think will fill my emptiness yay!

First : A talented , full of shit! I mean full of life surrounded his being.
adorable , easy to love and easy to like , cool as shit and punk, I think we both shared the same likes.

Second : I call him my Dude, smart ass indeed , cool and fun to be with , delicious and yummy!
in his cool face hide the bad side .. I noticed this past few weeks he had a tattoo which is too
cool for him.

Third : this one is with me almost all the time. he's nice, full of sense of humour, cool and artistic,
but the heck he's too young for me, he's simple, so attractive on his very own ways, and mostly is I like
his long hair.

So there it goes the list of my perfect guy I think.

In choosing a perfect guy to fit your love is really not that easy.
You have to think hard enough which one will love you for the rest of your life.
Sometimes the heartaches that you feel served as lesson in return.

bhem ♥♥♥

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