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When it Rains.




Hey' you! Did you know what you did to me? 
You scarred my heart and left me with nothing. 
Did you just remember how you promised me, you will give the sun and the moon, but instead you give me rain? 

I remember, you wrote me tons of piece of poetry. And hey, I still have it here. 
Wanna hear them? I bet you still remember them. 

You said, no one can tear us a part. You said we will fight whatever it is that will come our way. We did fight some but still - you left me with tears. 

We kiss, we hug, we love. And what is that all about? 
Is that one of your goodbyes? Or one of you alibies. 

When you left me, I cried a river. When you left me. I almost lost myself. 
It emptied me. Left me with so much pain. 

You said. You will make me see what love is. You did, but it just an elution that
you want me to see. You make me believe what love can do. But it only shows terrible do. 

You said I'm your lovely lady. And I was the most beautiful being you see who walk in this battle field. I almost faint what beautiful words who defined me. 
But then, you still leave me with tears in my face. 

Hey,' You! Look at me. Do you still remember my face? 
Can't you just imagined how I gain confidence after those terrifying moments of my life? 

I was once yours and you once mine. You see me now as if you never know me at all. You walked with me once, you smiled like nothing happened. Or are you pretending to be nice?

You said Hello, how are you? Are you asking me if I'm okay after what you did to my heart? Or you ask me, how I have been after all? Should I tell you, hey' I'm okay after what you did to me and I moved on? Of course, I won't tell you that. After all, we shared some memories that no one can deny they are good too. 

Years and years. I still remember the pain. I still remember the love. 
And when it rains, all I can see us, dancing in the rain. 
I can cry, I can cry now without seeing I'm crying. The rain made it hide it and washed it. It washes away the pain. 

And when rains, I now can see a rainbow. That means pain is over now. 

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