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First Entey for this year. 🤗

My first entry for this year.

I think I'm oblige to put my thoughts into writing that is why I am here in this corner. If you ask me if I'm okay, I'm glad to say I am a little bit okay after celebrating Holidays with my loved ones.

Another year to spend here. Meaning new experiences and a lot more. Last year was kinda stiff and I'm hoping this year will give me more luck wether it's for Health, Wealth, Career or Love.

Nothing change about me except my goal for this year. My goal is to have a Kidney Transplant. I figured that I am still young dwelling on sad notes and lonely sea. So it is much better to change the sail of my ship.

I know there will be a lot of rough tides ahead of me and with my powerful will to live, I can sail into many seas.

Aside from that willingness there is also these massive negativity surrounds me. I hope I can weild them.

Fighting!

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