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I am back after decade.

I'm back after months of being away from here. Well, I feel oblige to write here once again for I don't want this blog to turn to ash. This has been my zen for so many years. And it is so nice to be back once again.

I have so many stories and happenings I want to share here.

I have an iPhone now. Thanks for a friend who gave me this piece of heaven. I cannot afford to buy this even in my dreams and so grateful that this friend who is very generous and kind gave it to me.

I still don't like my mother. She never change and I doubt she will. And I am trying to understand her now. But there are still days I hated her for being so insensitive and dishonest. I'm still praying that she will change for the better.

I am still on HD (HemoDialysis) and there is this one time I had a worst after session feels. Like I keep vomiting and I get sick. And it was only for one day. Still thankful though nothing serious happen to me.

I have a huge problem at the moment. Our comfort room is a mess. Like a total wrecked. We are not using it for the mean time because the drainage has problem. And I used to go to the public comfort room to do my waste. It is very hassle for my part but at the moment that's the least I can do. Hopefully it will fix soon.

We have another kid living here and he is Basty's older brother. He lives here for the moment because no one will look after him. I kinda don't like the boy because of his being bossy. And I know one day I can get use to it. For the mean time I just need to strengthen my patience for the sake of Basty.

What else? I think that's it for now. I am surely will be back for more. 

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