JustBhem

As anyone else in this world none of us wants to die young and unaccomplished. Unless if you want to be just like Bella Swan. In order for you to live more you should have a vampire and a very rich boyfriend for you to turn into one of them. sound creepy but for me I'd like to try that and live longer.. I know that someday my time will be over. My candle may not be lit anymore. I may not able to build my own family and see my brothers and their wives, or even their children. I almost get carried away with the thought of losing myself. I cried for sometimes. And when I see my mother and father living together, it gives me hope to strive for long life. I know its all up to me to neglect all those bad things and and bad habits just to make my life more meaningfull. For the last 28 years of my existence. I considered those years as one of my achievement. You wanna know why? That because I'm to live this long and I'm thankful for that. I'm able to see love and experienced it...

Sayonara 2011 welcome 2012.. How will you clasp 2012 with an open arms? Well for me, lets just see what might happen along the way. 2011 is a year full of remonstrance and misquote. But I surpassed them all with the help of our mighty God and for those people who never gave up on me. Keep believing in me though I have a lot of fall downs. Thank God I manage them with two hands. I can say that life is unfair for those people who doesn't have the spirit to believe in Him. But its a great year full of remembrance,hardships,trials and tribulation. Hopefully 2012 will give me the best of myself, not only for me but also to those people who loves me. To my family,friends,relatives and to my beloved. Thank you so so much of being a part of my 2011. I'll be forever grateful.