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This too shall pass

" The universe is transformation; our life is what our thoughts make it. "




Since when was the last time I posted here? Maybe if you will count, it must be ages ago. Anyway, I'm here now. Back to what it is like to write here. 

 I recall for the past months, I'm becoming more progressive. It must be the experiences that taught me. It really helps a lot. 

 But lately is odd, I'm becoming oblivion like I tend to forgot things. I wonder why. Is it maybe because I think a lot? Or is over work? Is this a sign that I need to tend to myself and have some hot coffee over in a new place? 

Or maybe because I'm tired of searching for that one true love? I kept looking for my own happiness that I even forgot how to smile and wonder to all the beauty around me. Hate is what I become. I really don't like to go back from that awful self where hating is the only feelings I know. 

 Whatever it is, I just need to deal with it and I know God will provide me all my needed strenght. To God be all the glory.    



 Bhem08
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