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Dying.Death.Gone..

 If I heard someone is dying. I can't help myself asking why someone needs to die? 
Why do we need to leave our body? 
Where is our soul going? 
Then I remember my Mother told me that, people needs to die so that they can have another life somewhere else.
Then a whisper coming from my own self saying, do I need to die too? 

 Who wants to die? I guess nobody wants to die. They want to live. I want to live more. To see the beauty of life and the people I love growing old with me. 

 Just as I notice myself crying. Then I remember everything, every details on how he died.
I hate myself for not being with him when he is about to lose his breath. 
How will I ever forget him when all I can think about him is happiness. 
Happiness every time we're together. 

 So many things I need to say to you but I can't say them anymore. 
But let me say this to you that you're a friend I can lean on every time I'm sad. 
Every time I let go of tears and sadness. 
You are always there to make me laugh our loud. 

Life is too short indeed. We may never know where would be our journey ends.
We never can tell how long are we living. 
Laugh hard. Smile always. Be with someone so dear to Your heart. 
Be with Your love ones. Stay with Your family. Love your friends.

 Dearest John, 
I will be forever grateful that once in my life I met a person whose crazy as I am. 
Whose personality is almost like mine, careess and free. 
I will always remember the time that we shared laughing and judging others, that's what friends are for, right?
I love you dearly and you know that. 
I'm missing you Beshy, so much that it makes me want to cry now. 
Wherever you are now, I know you're happy because you are a happy kind of person. 
Enjoy your new life out there the rainbow. 
If time permits, we will see each other again and we'll continue the bond that we have. 

 Fly high Beshy. Fly like a bird. 

Your friend,
Bhem08





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