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Heroine

I was almost lost You. It was like a sand fading to the wind in my hand.
Its like my heart is losing its air to breathe. I couldn't dare to
see your face. I couldnt dare to speak how sorry I am for what I've been
doing lately. On that very moment I want to end myself. I dont even understand
myself why I did those. Then afterwards, a warm tear drop comes rushing to my
face. I can't see half way through the room. Its blurry and its fading.

When You ask me your freedom. I was half dead. I stop breathing. I felt my body
is frozen. This time tears wont stop from falling, its like raining on me. I sighed
and I said, the reason I ask you for your decision is for me to ask one thing.
This time, I'll be the one asking for another chance. Then I just heard myself asking
" Do you still love me? " and You said You still do Love me. The same Love You felt
5 years ago, it didnt fade. At least with that thought it makes me feel better.


Youll held me hand and said " now can we go to sleep' ...
and I know thats the end of it..
You know how I much I owe my life to you.. You are my heroine, the one serves my Life..

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