I was almost lost You. It was like a sand fading to the wind in my hand. Its like my heart is losing its air to breathe. I couldn't dare to see your face. I couldnt dare to speak how sorry I am for what I've been doing lately. On that very moment I want to end myself. I dont even understand myself why I did those. Then afterwards, a warm tear drop comes rushing to my face. I can't see half way through the room. Its blurry and its fading. When You ask me your freedom. I was half dead. I stop breathing. I felt my body is frozen. This time tears wont stop from falling, its like raining on me. I sighed and I said, the reason I ask you for your decision is for me to ask one thing. This time, I'll be the one asking for another chance. Then I just heard myself asking " Do you still love me? " and You said You still do Love me. The same Love You felt 5 years ago, it didnt fade. At least with that thought it makes me feel better. Youll held me hand and said " now ...
Life is not just cupcakes and rainbow.