JustBhem

I'm listening to Tori Amos, Sleeps with Butterflies. While listening, I found myself envisage that I'm no longer sleeping with butterflies anymore.  I'm no longer grasping the awful feeling of pain. Its like I am free of worries that pain wont hurt me anymore. I can now breathe the freshest air.  For the past 2 years, I can tell that I no longer seeing the appalling pieces of my shattered dreams. I'm so thankful for the new found freedom within me. Its like a free bird. A flower that wherever the wind blows that's where my petals falls.  There's more to life if you let yourself see it with your eyes wide open.  If someone hurt you, don't take it as if your life ends there. Everything happens for a reason, maybe that reason is for you to look at the blazing side of your own choice. Your own life. Life teaches us to be strong, to bend, to make use of our knowledge. Life is never easy, its always associated with pain. Just like your Mother gave birth to ...

Its been awhile since I haven't written anything here.  After taking time to open this blog, it reminds me that I need to fill up the space.  To start with. Actually I don't know where I should start.  Anyway, I didn't know how it happened. It just happened so fast like a lightning bolt.  There was me and there was him.  Do I need to say more? Such a wonderful year to start with my new life.  Having someone who can fill up the space in your heart is such a blessing. Who says that God wont hear our prayers? He answered mine.  My God didn't forsaken me after all what I've been through.  For all the troubles I have from the past it pays a lot if you're patient enough to pray.  For whatever reason answered my prayers, I will forever cherish.  Bhem08