So its been 3 years now that I haven't got myself reunited with the pain anymore. Though I know that the life I have i'll be still walking along with them. After the healing process. I feel so brand new. Its like a new life within me is pumping up for joy. Yes! I'm into LOVE once again. I can say that life is indeed full of surprises. For the past 7 months of defining life after death. I found happiness and fullness at the same time. I am happy because someone makes me happy. I am smiling because someone makes me beautiful in my own way. Love thought me to be fair. That awful feeling is not lingering anymore. Its like I'm in full blossom once again. I know that along with my stiff journey there would be a straight path to my contentment. I know its not gonna happen now but I believe one day I will. Its not gonna be easy but I will face it with him. What I'm going to do now is to enjoy life's blessings with him. We'll enjoy life together....
Life is not just cupcakes and rainbow.