I don't know what exactly happened, one thing I remembered is, I was in the arm of somebody that I used to know so much. I don't know how to express the feeling of being whole again that time. Something in me rose from within and it cut me open and bang! it did hit me big time. First, I feel the pain that cut my wound then followed by the sad thought that It only happened for one reason. clinically with purpose. Aside from that, nothing. Sad thought comes rushing I feel like crying and hurting at the same time. I don't know what to say nor do. It just I feel too much hurting from within.Then I wanted to be alone...
Life is not just cupcakes and rainbow.